No matter what I do in this life, I will never forget you.
We've been going on for 8 years now, and I know this is only the beginning.
What is a man without someone he can come home to and confide in? A woman (or man--for those of who swing that way) who understands you when the rest of the world doesn't. When you are down and out, she will lift you up.
She knows what to say, when to say it, and how to say it. Never blaming you, but giving you the benefit of the doubt when you know you were wrong.
Knowing she shouldn't be with you, but knowing that without you, she wouldn't be.
It's the same for me.
Baby, this blog is for you, eternally.
Donny Hathaway - A Song for You
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Dead Line
I've always been a procrastinator.
In Kindergarten, I would be the last one to take a nap.
Now, in college, I wait to the last minute to turn in assignments.
If that deadline isn't within a day, I'm not thinking about it. And it's burned me more than once, evidenced by me having to take online courses to fulfill the credit requirements to graduate.
If that's not motivating enough, what is?
Yet still I find myself on the brink of elimination. Some deus ex machina figure keeps pulling me out of trouble, coming from the sky when I think all hope is lost and rescues me.
I fear I won't be scooped up this time.
In Kindergarten, I would be the last one to take a nap.
Now, in college, I wait to the last minute to turn in assignments.
If that deadline isn't within a day, I'm not thinking about it. And it's burned me more than once, evidenced by me having to take online courses to fulfill the credit requirements to graduate.
If that's not motivating enough, what is?
Yet still I find myself on the brink of elimination. Some deus ex machina figure keeps pulling me out of trouble, coming from the sky when I think all hope is lost and rescues me.
I fear I won't be scooped up this time.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Those who are dead, are not dead, they're just living in my head
I remember you cousin Jackie. How can I forgot? I couldn't.
You were and will remain my favorite cousin.
When I was younger you used to call me your "boyfriend" and I was tickled (I still am to this day). I'll be whatever you want just to see you again. To see your smile beaming from ear to ear, full of exuberance and life.
Jackie you were a strong woman and even though your life was taken by the hands of a man, you remain strong, even in your demise.
At this very moment, I can feel your spirit touching me, comforting my disconcerted soul, telling me everything will be alright.
I know you're with God now. I will never forget you.
Jackie, you're my angel.
You were and will remain my favorite cousin.
When I was younger you used to call me your "boyfriend" and I was tickled (I still am to this day). I'll be whatever you want just to see you again. To see your smile beaming from ear to ear, full of exuberance and life.
Jackie you were a strong woman and even though your life was taken by the hands of a man, you remain strong, even in your demise.
At this very moment, I can feel your spirit touching me, comforting my disconcerted soul, telling me everything will be alright.
I know you're with God now. I will never forget you.
Jackie, you're my angel.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Everybody wants somebody to their own piece of clay
Well it is true, isn't it.
People use people as a means to an end. It's just how it is and always will be.
But the manner in which someone uses another can have a great effect on not only the user, but the one being used.
I just finished reading "Native Son" by Richard Wright and the protagonist, Bigger Thomas, felt used by the superior white race. So much so that he did not think of himself as human.
When you use someone you devalue them and their self-worth. They start having thoughts of inferiority and nothingness. They are, but they aren't. They are just ghosts moving along in life.
Waiting to be clay to another kiln which will produce pottery so majestic and regal, yet so lifeless and moribund.
Be mindful of how you treat people.
Marvin Gaye - Piece of Clay
People use people as a means to an end. It's just how it is and always will be.
But the manner in which someone uses another can have a great effect on not only the user, but the one being used.
I just finished reading "Native Son" by Richard Wright and the protagonist, Bigger Thomas, felt used by the superior white race. So much so that he did not think of himself as human.
When you use someone you devalue them and their self-worth. They start having thoughts of inferiority and nothingness. They are, but they aren't. They are just ghosts moving along in life.
Waiting to be clay to another kiln which will produce pottery so majestic and regal, yet so lifeless and moribund.
Be mindful of how you treat people.
Marvin Gaye - Piece of Clay
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Demons are no joke.
I have a demon. I mean demons.
They dwell inside of me. They make me do things that are not in accordance with the will of God.
At one time I believe I drove them out, but they came back. Stronger than the first time.
I have been able to control them to an extent, but they are ruining my life. I fear that I will be pushed to the brink, almost to the point of no return.
There's the money, shoes, arrogance, immature, pornography, and shy demon. I have been living with them for a while now. I just want them gone.
Adherence to the word of God and continual prayer is the only way to drive them out. I have been playing with God. Saying one thing and doing the other. I do want to stop. It is just very difficult.
I want to prove the devil a liar. I know Jesus died for me and I can't let that love be lost.
They dwell inside of me. They make me do things that are not in accordance with the will of God.
At one time I believe I drove them out, but they came back. Stronger than the first time.
I have been able to control them to an extent, but they are ruining my life. I fear that I will be pushed to the brink, almost to the point of no return.
There's the money, shoes, arrogance, immature, pornography, and shy demon. I have been living with them for a while now. I just want them gone.
Adherence to the word of God and continual prayer is the only way to drive them out. I have been playing with God. Saying one thing and doing the other. I do want to stop. It is just very difficult.
I want to prove the devil a liar. I know Jesus died for me and I can't let that love be lost.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
There's a jumpman back there--deal with it!
What is a shoe?
Is it the sum of its parts, or the parts of the sum?
The Air Jordan III is my favorite shoe ever. The elephant print, tumbled leather, visible heel air, "nike air" lo...
The "Nike Air" logo was a mainstay on all Air Jordan III shoes pre-2001. But things have changed.
Now featured on the heel of the Air Jordan III is the jumpman insignia. An omnipresent sign of the times.
Jordan Brand may still be under Nike, but it is still its own brand. So wouldn't it make sense to feature the emblem that everyone recognizes the brand with?
Nostalgia can only take you so far.
What would you rather have, a "Nike Air" logo or no Jordan III at all?
A modern marvel in it's own rights not confined by it's parts, but embraced for it's sum.
Is it the sum of its parts, or the parts of the sum?
The Air Jordan III is my favorite shoe ever. The elephant print, tumbled leather, visible heel air, "nike air" lo...
The "Nike Air" logo was a mainstay on all Air Jordan III shoes pre-2001. But things have changed.
Now featured on the heel of the Air Jordan III is the jumpman insignia. An omnipresent sign of the times.
Jordan Brand may still be under Nike, but it is still its own brand. So wouldn't it make sense to feature the emblem that everyone recognizes the brand with?
Nostalgia can only take you so far.
What would you rather have, a "Nike Air" logo or no Jordan III at all?
A modern marvel in it's own rights not confined by it's parts, but embraced for it's sum.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Just because you wear kicks...
Just because you wear kicks does not give you a right to anything.
You bought the kicks, not stock in the company.
Nike does not need your help. As awkward as it may seem, they have been doing this for a long time now. And have had a tremendous success without your input.
Jordan Brand may seem to be falling off and selling itself short, but that is to you. You are a microcosm of their consumers. So what if a shoe does not come out like you want it. Don't buy it.
I'm just tired of all the complaints from members who think they are entitled anything.
They're just shoes. Get over yourself.
Song of the day: Coldplay - Viva La Vida
http://www.zshare.net/audio/1446336972b980f6/
You bought the kicks, not stock in the company.
Nike does not need your help. As awkward as it may seem, they have been doing this for a long time now. And have had a tremendous success without your input.
Jordan Brand may seem to be falling off and selling itself short, but that is to you. You are a microcosm of their consumers. So what if a shoe does not come out like you want it. Don't buy it.
I'm just tired of all the complaints from members who think they are entitled anything.
They're just shoes. Get over yourself.
Song of the day: Coldplay - Viva La Vida
http://www.zshare.net/audio/1446336972b980f6/
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